Tuesday, November 06, 2012

First or Last?


     Lately God has been reminding me that I need to live the lifestyle of a servant.  It has been a while since I thought about God’s view of a servant.  All throughout the gospels Jesus talks about being a servant.  All throughout the gospels Jesus demonstrates to us what it looks like to be a servant.

     Whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant and whoever wants to be first must be your slave­- just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many.  Matthew 20:26-28
                           
     Jesus said, “If anyone wants to be first, he must be the very last, and the servant of all.” Mark 9:35

     What a challenge. Do you want to be great in the eyes of man or God?  I know that I want to be seen as great in the eyes of God.  I want to be a servant.  It’s an entire lifestyle change.  It’s not just one or two things I need to work on.  I need to get in the mindset that I am a slave; I am servant and I have one master and I only do what He asks and desires.  It’s not easy.  But it’s so worth it.  Do I want to be first now and last later when I stand before God?  Or do I want to be last now and first before God?

    Jesus is a wonderful example of a servant, fully a slave to God’s want’s and desires.  He never did anything without the direction from God.  He served so beautifully, I just can’t help but want to do the same.  I want to put others before myself.  I want to really care about others.  What an amazing way to show that you really care, by putting other people’s needs before your own!

    Oh God, I want that.  Lord, help me to deny myself and all my selfish desires.  Help me to be selfless and put you and others first.

1 comment:

  1. My dear Hannah,

    I thank God for the honesty of heart that you have as you write. Your searching, waiting, longing has encouraged me to continue in my own pursute of Him.

    You are a blessing (even with so much land between us!)

    Much Love from a sister in Christ <3

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